honestly when I've seen Griffith in berserk that's the first time i had Attraction to a male character but i brushed it off, and then i started playing genshin impact where every male character was a twink, and then irl femboys showed up, little by little i started having attraction to twinks and femboys, and then i started checking my body and i realized i have a thin waist + smooth skinny body which made me feel cute, i started dating people online and now im officially pansexual, anyone beautiful enough is attractive to me.